Postponed

I'm postponed.  I went in last Wednesday for the HCG and it came back 10.  I went in again this weekend and it was 11.  I'm trying not to be nervous about it not going down.  I had to go to a hospital to have it run on Saturday.  I'm still kinda nervous about retained tissue.    

I went to a New Years party and did not have a sip of alcohol because I didn't know if I would be starting the next day.  The hospital never sent the results to CCRM.   I asked 3 different people on Saturday to make sure CCRM received my results.  I had to drive back to the clinic on Sunday to get the results.  They would not give them to me over the phone and I couldn't trust they would send them to CCRM.

Sunday was a hard day.  You know how it is, you have to go into major planning mode to think about how the cycle will fit into your life for the following month.  I know I can't worry about work.  Starting a family has to be my priority from now on. 

I'm better today.  I had a good night of sleep and a nap today.  I guess my body isn't ready.  I hope everthing works out for a Feb ER. 

Thanks again to everyone for your encouragement. I don't post often because I will not post on my work computer , but I read all your comments and follow your posts. I'm hoping for all good things for all of us still in the trenches and all the new mommies.