Monday, October 17, 2011

torture

We have to wait until next week to have another ultrasound.  They want me to stay on all meds because we have a heartbeat.  My nurse does not believe the baby will survive.  I'm also showing venus legs (bleed).  I'm still not bleeding or cramping. 

I want to stop the meds and move past the bad news, but I don't want to be the reason our baby's heart stops beating. 

 

8 comments:

  1. Oh God, this post just tore at my heart. Thinking of you...

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  2. My prayers and thoughts are with you. You do have a heartbeat. Hang onto that. Hoping for this still to turn around for you.

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  3. I'm so sorry you have to go through this. Thinking of you lots.

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  4. Goldie...this is the worst of the worst. But I know that you will somehow, someway make it through. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

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  5. What a nightmare...I'm so sorry. You are in my thoughts.

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  6. I am so sorry that you have to endure this. Try to take care of yourself during this time. I'll be thinking of you.

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  7. So sorry this is happening. Will be thinking about you! I can't imagine your pain, please try to take care.

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